First blog post for me. There has been so much going on in my life that I really don't know where to begin. I'm feel like I'm at a complete stand still in life. I seperated from my husband over a year ago, but still am not legally divorced. I have realized that I should never have married him. I was married at 17 and a month later found out that I am attracted to girls. Fourteen years later I still don't have an identification for myself. I hate the term bisexual and honestly I don't know that I'd ever be with another man outside the relationship I am currently in. I feel like this is all adding undue stress in a time of my life that I am completely overwhelmed. I get no childsupport, my work is slowing and I'm concerned about money. I am raising a special needs child and a preteen girl. I've started this blog because I feel as if there is no one that I can truly just sit down and talk to day to day. I want to let the people that I care about know more about me and I would love to live a more open life. I feel very hindered and not myself. I see myself as a very outgoing, eccentric, friendly person and I know that is not the person I am currently exuding. At some point I hope to advertise this blog to people I care about, but until then I will use this blog to help get it out.