Lately

Things have been pretty good lately. I must say I am quite in love . It really does scare me. It is a vulnerable position. Trusting is difficult. Things have been going well at home. Work is probably my biggest stress currently. I plan to get that under control. I have a lot of aspirations for my life. The drive to become an actress seems to be overcoming me and it is getting to me emotionally. Why can't my life just be how I want it to be? Why do I feel like this? I just can't figure it out. I just want to know what my next step is....